Lately, I've been feeling oddly different, It's a bit difficult to explain, But I didn't tend to overthink things a lot before, Nor was I so easily moved to tears over the littlest of things. I'm not quite sure what it is, But recently, My heart feels heavier, Tears always threaten to flow down, I'm... Continue Reading →


These scars that grow more visible with each passing day, Red and grotesque, Followed by an incessant itch when the night is at its darkest, Like being stabbed repeatedly by a million thorns, This affliction spread in bits, Until it took over all of me. What once was smooth, Is now rough, Battered, ragged and... Continue Reading →

Writer’s Block

Some days, it's easier to burn through pages, Set them alight with this ink, Transcribing thoughts seamlessly without having to erase every other letter, The blueprint is already laid out in my mind as I jot it down, Connecting the dots, Or the boxes I keep locked and stashed away in my mind, An ammunition... Continue Reading →


Do you see that woman in the distance too? There, By the foot of the bed, She always appears every night, I spend each morning praying and hoping that she dies, at least for a day, But she always reappears, Every single night, I'm mortified by the very sight of her. Am I hallucinating or... Continue Reading →


Tied & dangling by a thin strand of fate, Around me, the world is at a standstill, A deafening silence all around, Hours roll by, I'm still lonely and cold, Restless and uncomfortable, A daily plight I'm all too familiar with, Hidden from everyone else. Knowing it will always be this way, Hope seems bleak,... Continue Reading →

Thoughts & Prayers

Woke up to the sky outside tainted, It's only dawn, reddish crimson, the whole neighborhood is demonically painted, Hopping out the bed, I can feel the bruise over my head, probably got that after being sedated, Pulling out a Nina from the bedroom drawers, stacked the magazines, torn by my conscience, having second thoughts, why... Continue Reading →


Hours turn to days, A certain regret that's always followed me around, Pretending to be fine, Pretending everything is going to be alright, Yes, my thoughts are too overwhelming. But with a stifled mouth, I still carry on, Respite seems distant, There's no time to wallow in self pity, Hoping someday this pain will cease,... Continue Reading →


I'm having these thoughts lately, Weird, dark thoughts. Although they're not completely unfamiliar to me, I've always felt this way on a milder level since as long as I can remember, But as of now, They've been taking a greater toll on me, It's strange, How long will it go on this way? I'm lost... Continue Reading →

Drug Ballad

Doe Rae Mi Fa So La Ti Da, Here I am once again caught in this dilemma, Buzzed off of the vicodin and ecstasy, A pill too many, The colorful explosions in the sky, These pretty little things, Chasing shadows in pitch black darkness, All reasoning is lost on me, Am I hallucinating already? Don't... Continue Reading →

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